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| 01:35am 01/01/2005 |
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yea, back to this. i need something to let out my emotions on.
well, this news years pretty much sucked. and the reason is (for those of you who dont know), my dog, simba, passed away in his sleep on thursday, december 30th. for my entire family it was a tragedy, cause he was more than just a dog to us. for ten years, he was a son to my parents, a brother to me, and a best friend to all of us. i miss him a lot, and would kill to have him back. most people would say, well its just a dog, they come and go. but for those of you who dont really kno simba, and the kind of dog he was, you just wouldnt understand. i can remember it like it was yesterday wen we first got him, skinny, hyper, young, and just an amazing dog. over the years, he became more human-like, and became etched in our hearts forever. for ten years, this dog was a huge part of my life, and still is. its just gonna be hard without him. i m not really sure how to live without my simba. it sucks knowing that wen i wake up tomorrow, hes not gonna be there, at the foot of my bed, and that wen i get home from school, im not gonna hear him bark when i walk in the door. it really sucks. i mustve cried atleast 10340820832.12 times in these past two days. the two longest days of my life so far. no dog will ever be able to replace him, just because he was so unique. i never met a dog that threw his bowl at you wen he was hungry, or would whine to go outside, and then come back in, and then want to go back out two seconds later. i never met a dog more stuborn than him, and thats why i loved him so much. he had the ability to negotiate, and if he didnt wanna do something, he wasnt gonna do it. and i never met a dog, who knew what it meant to go to paulie's room and go up into the bed. never, have i met a dog who knew me as paulie, my brother as austin, and my dad as daddy. never. im just sorry i couldnt be there with him during his last hours alive. i just wish i could pet him one more time, and tell him to give me kisses. just one more time. im never gonna forget my simbalou, and i hope he thought of me before he went. i love you simba. rest in peace buddy. |
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| 07:13pm 04/12/2004 |
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mood:  happy music: rancid mostly
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well, today i woke up, and was immediatly bored. so i played around with the new puppy, whos really cool. and then i just hung around for a while and did pretty much nothing. i played bass a lot cos my drums are at ians. so yea, thats really all i did til 5. then i ate dinner with a buncha family/friends and that was fun. and now im here being bored, like usual. supposedly theres this thing at sarina's house tonight, but i have no idea where her house is. so yea, dont kno whats goin on. so, thats it. bye
"and that was that, our one sweet night, together..." |
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| 02:01pm 30/11/2004 |
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mood:  curious music: taking back sunday
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| 07:55pm 29/11/2004 |
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mood:  high music: taking back sunday
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[x] Name: Paul Steven Kohler Jr.
[x] Birthdate: 6-12-89
[x] Birthplace: new jersey
[x] Current Location: mullica hill
[x] Eye Color: blue, and sometimes green (my eyes change from blue to green)
[x] Hair Color: natural:brown now:black
[x] Righty or Lefty: righty
[x] Zodiac Sign: sorry
[x] Innie or Outtie: innie baby!
-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
[x] The shoes you wore today: black chucks, with a lotta writing on em
[x] Your eyes: dark blue right now, with a navy blue ring around them.
[x] Your fears: losing my drums
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
[x] Your most overused phrase on aim: werd
[x] Your thoughts first waking up: oh, right, about waking up
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes, but if they have a nice ass thats cool too. lol. j/k
[x] Your best physical feature: eyes, by far
[x] Your bedtime: whenever i feel like it
[x] Your most missed memory: when my parents were together
-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
[x] Pepsi or coke: coke
[x] McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds
[x] Single or group dates: single
[x] Adidas or Nike: chuck taylors mother fucker
[x] Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: flamingo
-----------------DO YOU------------------
[x] Smoke: never
[x] Cuss: all the time
[x] Take a shower: yes
[x] Have a crush(es): yea
[x] Who are they: mother goose
[x] Do you think you've been in love?: no, but hopefully soon
[x] Want to go to college: BERKLEE NNNN DIT!!!!
[x] Like high school: hells yea
[x] Want to get married: yes, most definatly
[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: ouch
[x] Believe in yourself: yes, all the time
[x] Get motion sickness: no
[x] Think you're a health freak: HA
[x] Get along with your parents: yea,most of the time
[x] Like thunderstorms: no
[x] Play an instrument: drums, guitar, bass, and random percussion instruments
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU------------
[x] Go to the mall: yes
[x] Eaten sushi: no
[x] Been on stage: YES, The trocadero in philadelphia, thats right mother fucker, BN ROCKS YOUR SOCKS!!!
[x] Been dumped: no
[x] Gone skating: cheese
[x] Made homemade cookies: actually, yes
[x] Dyed your hair: 2-3 months ago, sorry
[x] Stolen anything: nah, all the stuff that i would wanna steal are either drums or guitars/basses, so i really wouldnt be able to steal them now would i
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
[x] Flown on a plane: yes
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: yes
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: yea
[x] Cried during a Movie?: almost, in harball, wen G-Baby died, that was sooooo sad. I LOVE YA G-BABY!!
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: angelica pickles
[x] Had an imaginary friend: yes, quite a few
[x] Cut your hair: yea
[x] Had crush on a teacher?: no
[x] Been caught "doing something": no
[x] Been called a tease: flamingo
[x] Gotten beaten up ?: kind of
[x] Been in a fight: yes
[x] Shoplifted: no
-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
[x] Age you hope to be married: ummmm, between 20 and 25
[x] Numbers and Names of Children: 2-girl, jacqueline..boy-paul steven <--(middle hit)
[x] Descibe your Dream Wedding: well thats not up to me now is it
[x] How do you want to die? theres a few ways, playing drums, in a car goin atleast 130, or having ghandi come back to life and shoot me, now that would be hawt.
[x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: anything with drums, whether it be in a band (hopefully, i love being in BN), drum teacher, or something like that.
[x] What country would you most like to visit?: england. goin next summer. Mexico sucks, it really does, dont go to mexico, and the rest of europe is all touristy, especially italy. Australia would be nice too, but overall, definatly England.
-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
[x] Best eye color: blue or green
[x] Best hair color: no preferance. but if i had to have one, brown/
[x] Short or long hair: depends
[x] Best height: shortish?
[x] Best weight: ummmm....i dunno
[x] Best first date location: wherever
[x] Best first kiss location: i dunno
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
[x] Number of boyfriends you've had: 0, but i have had quite a few girlfriends
[x] Number of drugs taken illegally: none
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: any of my family, ant, jeremiah, and randy, if hes lucky
[x] Number of CDs that I own: i dunno, no more than 35
[x] Number of piercings: 1, penis. no, not really, i dont have any.
[x] Number of tattoos: none
[x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: 12
[x] Number of scars on my body: too many. just look at my damb knees and elbows
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: a lot, mostly personal that i just cant share with the world
----------------FAVORITES------------------
[x] Shampoo: dollar store
[x] Fav Color(s): red
[x] Day/Night: same
[x] Summer/Winter: same
[x] Lace or Satin: is there a difference
[x] Fave Cartoon Character: calvin and hobbes
[x] Fave Food: macaroni & cheese, the shelled kind. noodles are good too tho
[x] Fave Movies: the sandlot is by far the greatest movie ever, dont even try to beat it. i also enjoy all Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, all 3 Ninjas, Sixteen Candles, the Breakfast Club, and all of The Mighty Ducks. god the mighty ducks are fucking amazing
[x] Fave sport: marching band/drumline. and if you think its not a sport then fuck you, cos we do twice as much work as any other sport, and yes we have competetions and stuff, we dont just perform football games.
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
[x] Wearing: vans shirt, tan dickies with the famous hole in the, and black chucks
[x] Drinking: water
[x] Thinking about: what to answer for this one
[x] Listening to: taking back sunday (amazing concert last night, thanks tara : )
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
[x] Cried: no
[x] Worn jeans: i havent worn jeans in like, 2-3 years
[x] Met someone: yes
[x] Drove a car: yes, my 97 camaro RS baby
[x] Talked on the phone: yea
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
[x] Yourself: yes, all of the time
[x] Your friends: yes
[x] Santa Claus: the magic is gone, but i still believe in the christmas spirit
[x] Tooth Fairy: no, cos she only left me a quarter on my 2nd tooth, and it went all downhill from there
[x] Destiny/Fate: yea
[x] Angels: no
[x] Ghosts: yes
[x] UFO's: yes
[x] God: no, i believe in myself, family, and friends, and thats all i need
--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: no
[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: no
[x] Do you like anyone?: yea, a little bit
[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: ummm, well i find myself to be different from everyone, i dont like wen people try to be or act like me or someone else, its just dumb
[x] Who have you known the longest of your friends?: Anthony Ignasio DeFrancesco, best friends since we were 1.
[x] Are you close to any family member?: yes, most of em
[x] Who do you hang around the most?: friends
[x] When have you cried the most: when my parents split and when jerry moved
[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: when someone says they love you, even if its a family member. and playing drums. [x] Worst Feeling?: being unwanted, being made fun of, being rejected
[x] What time is it now?: 7:44 |
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| 01:25am 28/11/2004 |
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mood:  anxious music: my chemical romance-3x thru the cd
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well today, i woke up, went to pay for my car, went to the DMV to get it registered but they were closed :( then i came back to my house, washed my car, lol, then i went to guitar center. i messed around there for a while and then came back. now i m talking to Tara and Christy. two really cool cats. so yea, thats about it. im outa here...PEACE
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| 11:59pm 26/11/2004 |
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mood:  cold music: green day
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well, first i woke up and wen to pick out my christmas tree. then i went to test drive a 97 RS camaro, it was amazing, so we talked to the guy, went and got all the money stuff figured out, and were paying for it tomorrow!!#@T%!@44 my first car!!! so yea, then i came home and then went to this italian club with the family. then i came home and now im just talking to tara. so yea, thats about it. OVER N OUT! |
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| 11:56pm 24/11/2004 |
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well you know, i went to the hXc show at skaters choice. it was alright, but i saw some kid there who had the same hoodie as me, and it made me really mad. lol. so it was me, tara, val, josh, glen, and we saw other people there. and that was pretty much my night. now im just talkin to tara and kristen and im just really bored. well im gonna go to bed soon, so yea, im done. thats all folks
"such a brilliant star, you are..."
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| 10:57pm 23/11/2004 |
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mood:  tired music: saves the day
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well yea, just got bored so i decided to update. well today was boring. i just went to school, came back, and then talked to people online. and then i went to the mall and picked up some xmas/b-day stuff for family. then i came home and now im talkin to tara and i hafta get off soon :( but yea, thats really all that went on. pretty boring i know. well thats it, im done
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"and at your funeral, i will sing, the requiem" |
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| 08:57pm 22/11/2004 |
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mood:  silly music: more MCR
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alright, yea. i went to marching band and it was by far the greatest practice i ve ever been to. all we did was do one run through of the show and that was it. that was amazing. then mr maioriello talked to us about next year, and then we went to the 'ice cream social' i just talked with people the whole time cos i had ice cream at home. and then i got picked up by my mom cos my dad wasnt answering his phone, but its all good. and then i got home and we ran out the store and picked up ice cream and then came home. i the played my bass for a little bit and just messed around. and now im here talkin to tara and ian. so yea, fun time it was. alright, so yea, thats it. now go....
"im okay, TRUST ME"
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| 03:32pm 22/11/2004 |
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mood: ecstatic music: my chemical romance-cemetary drive
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yea, another one of these, i know, im crazy, but what are you gonna do. so anyways, school was boring, i got no enjoyment out of it, and umm, well, i hate it. and then i came home and was like woah, im home. so i ate a bowl of cereal cos i didnt eat at school cos i didnt have any money. so yea, now im here, just waiting for marching band practice to come. i cant fucking wait. so yea, thats it, except that im talkin to tara online, cos thats all i ever do anymore is get online. so yea, now thats it, for real. later. |
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